i'm seriously having blues because i have to work tomorrow! ): ): &&& study(to be honest, this is not affecting much)

Morale : LOW BECAUSE I AM NOT CONFIDENT TO HANDLE MY WORK!
Mood: EXTREMELY LOW BECAUSE TODAY IS SUNDAY, THE DAY BEFORE MONDAY!
ENERGY: DRAINED OFF EMO-ING.


okaaaay. i'm feeling better after typing all these out! off to revise my work!

i seriously hate myself for being so careless!
type wrongly, key wrongly, throw important documents away(!!), missing information, wrong address and so on! seriously, within like few days, i've made numerous mistakes! ):
what am i doing?
my boss is being very understanding, she told me " i understand that it is your learning curve..." but, i'm feeling worse after hearing that!
sighh

i'll try harder!
i'll double check triple check! check check check before i save & submit!

can't help feeling shitty & useless!
when i can i stop being so blur & careless!
)))))))))))))))))): this feeling sucks!

i alway have a lot to say but once i entered blogger, somehow my mind just went blank.
my school starting next week.

hello ACCA!

Good news! I got myself a job which i never thought i would be able to get it ( at this point in time) - accounts officer! Believe it or not, I GOT IT! :DD Now, i'm more or less fixed on my plan, ACCA here i come! The company is huge and opportunities are there for me! Now, it is all up to myself!

i've got so many things to learn and they gave me only 3days + 4 hours(today) to master it all! Including how to use software etc. This is the working world i guess. I was taught on how to deal with certain accounts and then the next moment, i was thrown all alone to complete it! I was like ' @_@! HUH. but i'm not sure if i'll be able to do it ...." Yes, i struggled my way through(picture the careless&blur me doing so!!) and phew, i managed to get it done. *cold sweat*


i've reached for the moon .......